Life hadn't been and wouldn't be kind to anyone, I guess, and hey that's exactly make life interesting and make you wanna find out more about it, isn't it?
Next time, when you're let down and you ever bumped into something you're unsure of, try to ask yourself "What's next?" instead of "what do I do now?". Try that, you will get what I am trying to say! :)
Hugs to you all!